Im an adult, I should be able to do whatever I want. I want to sleep. When I was little I didn’t want to sleep, but I had to “cause mom said…” and ironically, I slept really well. I used to tell my ma, “When I grow up, I’m going to stay up all night!” I was right. I just didnt know it was going to be middle-aged insomnia and happen when all I wanted to do was sleep.